Fight Club

i have watched, loved ,enjoyed,felt inspired and also have been haunted by this movie.the movie goes a long way from the kinda movie where after u finish u change the channel ,get along with something else.the movie hits u,the next time u look in the mirror ,u don really wanna see urself.its not just a movie,its a revolution.its a new way of looking at urself.some of the stuff in ur body is ur blood,we r not what clothes we wear,or the music we listen,the plate we eat in,or the car we wanna drive.when we r dyin there r gonna b lotsa people who r gonna lissen to us,and not wait for their turn to speak.and it wud b painful if we don't really find any good last words,have a "moment",for some of us that moment is our whole life.we spend it tryin to b someone else,running away from who we actually are.we don't have demons,we create them for us.we buy new shoes,make new friends,dream newer fantasies,watch the same old cricket team being drubbed again.ever thought of life,its ending ,rite now when am writing this shit,its goin away,each moment is passing by.there r always better things we wanna do,but there is the catch how we define better.sometimes when we are lost,given up all hope,we sense a new freedom.only when we have lost everything that we are free to do anything.we go to college,every 6 months give exam(s),freak out for 3 months,get our results,when i feel like killing myself,than again the whole cycle repeats again.where r we goin, toward a life,a a career ,whats a career, a well payin job,when u get u buy the belt that suits ur personality,or the car u have been dreaming off.ever asked we own our stuff,or our stuff owns us.i have seen parents,the only aim in whose life is to see their son doin well at school,gettin good marks,stayin away from bad guys,not smokin,not drinkin,not too many gals near him,can't trust him more than the distance they can throw him,gettin him a job,n than married so that he can do the same thing all over again.is that what we are gonna b doing,is that the meaning of my life.earning money,having sex,makin kids,and making them do the same shit all over again.we believe in stuff because we were told u belive in all of that when we were kids,like god,and the atomic theory,and modern physics,told what was good and what was bad ,and we go on with life that way.we were never told why it was good ,and we never bothered to ask.its time we do,no big deal is we don't,many will lead a good life,get good jobs,get married,lead a happy life.a happy life without ever knowin what happiness is.people before us have had wars,depressions,for us the war is ourselves.the need to be better people,the urge to get a life.rite now don't feel insane,find that u were insane.we've heard that we hurt the person we love,ever loved urself so that u cud hurt urself.the tibetians say that we are dying each and every moment of our life,but fukin shit,this is not a good way even to die.having near death experiences is ok,we need have near life experiences.